This is a chronicle of self-discovery. In 1985, at the age of 22, I lost complete track of who I was and wanted to be due to a struggle between being gay and being one of Jehovah's Witnesses, living with AIDS and several other illnesses, dramatically altering my outlook on myself and life in general. Now, 37 years later, I have nearly found myself again. I'd like to share how that finally came about, in the hope that others may find comfort and help in facing their own similar struggles.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Diagnoses
My life changed drastically at age 25. I was diagnosed as "HIV positive" in 1988, and "full-blown AIDS" (now called "Advanced HIV") in 1989. At the time, my prognosis was grim: I had two, maybe three years to "get my shit together" and all my affairs "in order." Thanks to new medications that arrived in the mid-90's, I was given a "stay of execution," if you will. Today I'm a member of a small group of "long-term survivors" (LTS), HIV +/AIDS-stricken men and women who have beaten the odds and held onto life in the face of seemingly-insurmountable obstacles. Learning that there were others from 'back in the days' of fear and ignorance has enabled me to keep going—if they can do it, so can I!
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